Frozen happiness(?)

To think that someday we criticized people who tattooed the name of their boyfriends and girlfriends in their legs, arms and breasts. It sounded so ridiculous to make a laser surgery to erase the letters burning in the skin. I wish all those photographies albuns would burn, all those photographies in which I don't seem to be so lonely. Don't misunderstand me, darling, I would give all this insignificant thing we call existence, all the space-time to live every single one of those moments only once, so I wouldn't turn your smile into those tears that fall from my face messing your make-up. I would give everything to live every moment only once, so your smile wouldn't ever seem to be from mocking me. And this pain, my love, I don't throw away because I'm afraid of only having this lonely me, I'm afraid of never holding you again and it doesn't seem to be another way.